So now I'm more calm.  Less sick.  More sick at heart.  More disappointments.

No one means for this to happen.
Not one of these intelligent beautiful young ladies over whom I have obsessed turned me down because they don't like me.  No.  They've either had someone else, or not wanted a realationship because of various reasons.  No; they still like me.  Most remain friends, and for none of them do I have bad feelings.

Feelings of bitterness, but not bad feelings.

Feelings of jealousy, but not bad feelings.

In fact, I am still good friends with a number.
But still bitter.
as all get-out.

Yup.

I demand once more to find your own way back to my home page.

Created 5/21/99, in a fit of bitterness, thinking that I might correct Bitter I.
Then I realized that Bitter I was a work of art.
I have a feeling that neither page will be updated, only joined, even in fits of bitterness, so don't worry.
the information is still accurate.
My life is still as I have said.
I don't lie about this stuff, except to make people feel better.
Like beautiful intelligent young ladies.
Believe it.